Standing Next to Success
Chasing the giddy high of approval by proxy of success you become the actor on the stage, a stage you still feel like you don't belong on, in a play that has no ending or beginning, like trying to figure out how you arrived in a scene of a dream. You are not the leading actor but a supporting role, however you were never given the script, so you hide in the background, only responding when prompted, making up your script as you go, waiting for the crowd to realize you do not know what you are doing. Suffering through the other actors' frustration while they perform without fault. A fraud waiting to be exposed under the lights of a stage.